tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79982788059230720072024-03-05T00:23:22.192-08:00Between a rock and the highwayJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-90837249608571993642019-10-03T20:38:00.002-07:002019-10-03T20:38:55.249-07:00GAZE INTO IMAGE OF POWER!!GAZE AT THIS SIGIL! RISE ALL MANNER OF POWERS!!! ALL FORCES!!! ALL STRENGTH!!! WAKE!!! WRECK HAVOC!!! SPEND THY POWER AND DIRECT THY FORCE INTO THIS IMAGE!! INTO THIS DESIRE!!!! LET THE DESIRE EXIST!!!! SO MOTE IT BE!!!<br />
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Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-54405353864689316942013-07-17T21:28:00.001-07:002013-07-17T21:28:06.436-07:00Closing and ChangingI'm thinking of closing the blog because I don't want to maintain it anymore. But I may start a new one.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-16832684386315542152013-03-06T06:44:00.003-08:002013-03-06T06:44:59.088-08:00Digital Cursing<div style="text-align: justify;">
At the moment, I'm so mad and I feel like throwing all the hurt and frustration at someone who not only disappointments me but is also antagonistic to me. Never mind that I've explained every damn thing about so and so and that I have done so and so because I'm a kind person so and so. Blah blah blah.</div>
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Now this is one area of magic that I have not dared to do because I felt like I'm all butterflies and flowers most of the time and I really am generosity to a person, but my patience is running very thin and I'm only human, I need to protect my own interests and I need to assert that I am boss. I need to assert reality as well.</div>
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It should be up in a few days. I hope this person gets what is deserved.</div>
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P.S. I should be editing my blogger. I will be putting down some stuff that I feel are unnecessary.</div>
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Link to: <a href="http://vonfaustus.blogspot.com/2009/02/digital-poppet.html">Tech of Choice</a> Kudos to <a href="http://vonfaustus.blogspot.com/">Mr. Jack Faust</a> for this convenience.</div>
Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-12790698916894289342013-01-30T20:08:00.000-08:002013-01-30T20:08:12.200-08:00Today the Lord hath made meOn this day, the Lord, out of impulse, decided to create me.<br />
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HEPABY! :)Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-21920373096766772532013-01-30T02:34:00.000-08:002013-01-30T04:18:39.523-08:00Long time no post but I'm here to spread some mischief<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I haven't posted in a long time. So here's something a sigil for your enjoyment. Hear, hear this is happiness you have here! :)<br />
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P.S. I'm gonna write something about my life from since the time I went blogging hiatus. But Ciao for nao.<br />
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P.S.S. When angels strike, they strike quickly.</div>
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Been awhile since I posted something but ... here's something.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-23701626638613840312012-05-27T03:32:00.001-07:002012-05-27T03:32:53.227-07:00Sigh. Getting Laid...Well, I'm suppose to be happy. I get to work in a government agency. The pay is good, but, I'll lose my social life because work eats up all the time I have and there seems to be no distinction between private life and professional life. If someone calls me up it's because there's an emergency that only I can be counted on to do. Or so she tells me. I'm not sure if I'll be a permanent employee but I feel grateful for the opportunity.<br />
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But there's a much heavier sigh I'm letting out. I'm sad that I'm letting go of someone. She's smart, sweet, and sexy and to be honest I was looking forward to moving into a higher level. Nah, no can do for me - she thinks of me as a friend and I'm still a loner, a misfit and I need plenty of confidence upgrades for myself. These 3 months were great, it was nice to know you. Though honestly, before we part ways I wish I could have spent the night at a motel with you.<br />
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Well anyway, getting laid. I strongly feel that if ever I won't get laid, I won't forgive myself when I die. Sigh. Okay time to add a new priority for myself. Get laid before the year ends. I'm going for 10s. Time for Mystery, Style and Pook.<br />
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Sex!Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-61309439639477366712012-05-03T23:25:00.000-07:002012-05-03T23:25:37.012-07:00It's about time... Chod.Well it's about time, after scouring the web for ways to practice Chod, I will be receiving my first lung from Vajrayana, and I'm so happy. AT LAST! AT FINALLY LAST!<br />
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Wish me luck.<br />
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Om~<br />
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1.) Initiation into Hermetics - Been reading this on and off and er, I can't make room for this except meditation only. Instead of going through the whole process of IIH, I should use techniques that more or less tie into IIH's theory of magic but I shouldn't swear by it.<br />
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2.) Landing a Job - This is going very well. I need a few more kinks. Everything was very easy! Thanks to the spirits who accepted my offerings. Thank you!<br />
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3.) Meditation - <3 thanks to this I'm much more stable and not at the mercy of my emotions nor from other's emotions. I've also experienced something weird, I felt my consciousness expand beyond my body, everything was pure light. Nice! I couldn't repeat the experience though.<br />
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4.) Offerings - A staple to my practice :D I haven't developed myself to the point that I can commune, speak and see spirits but to my knowledge I think I have made plenty of good friends :D<br />
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5.) Theories - I dropped theorizing and pretending to be able to compare and contrast systems. I'll use whatever works.<br />
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6.) A partner in magic - dropped. The person copped out. He was pretty wimpy and very shitty. Good riddance anyway.<br />
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7.) Reading - Tibetan Buddhism mostly. Google is a friend.<br />
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8.) Geomancy - Rarely doing divinations with geomancy. I rarely do divinations these days. I trust the universe with whatever it sends me.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-1037755210983647722012-04-20T20:46:00.000-07:002012-04-23T20:20:23.257-07:00A thankful update<div style="text-align: justify;">
I haven't updated in a long while. I have my life priorities being handled and I'm doing great. Thank you to the many many spirits, both good and bad, wrathful, peaceful or what have you, I give you thanks for your participation and contribution. To the Logos I give you my thanks as well. I thank many other people, both enlightened and unenlightened. This post is meant to be a big thank you. So in general I just want to simply express "THANK YOU" to anybody who reads this. THANK YOU, THANK YOU!</div>
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On on another note, I've been studying Tibetan Buddhism books here and there and I have a lot musings on the dharma. I want to be clear I am not a practitioner and a lot of what I will say is rife with ignorance and I am not more enlightened from reading. I just wonder is there any good to "ceasing samsaric activity"??? I like my samsara, if I know how to handle it, and I admire the enlightened masters and all but I really don't like being a bodhisattva, as many of the books suggest one practices with an altruistic mind to all things. I can do it really, but not all the time. Where did I get the idea that ceasing samsaric activity is the goal of Buddhism? Well that's what I think, one becomes ultimately pure? I just get the feeling that ultimate purity makes everything infinitely bland and doesn't that make everything infinitely boring?</div>
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Okay confession: what I actually want to gain from reading Vajra literature is to be an awareness holder(rigdzin) like the 84 Mahasiddhas, but unlike the great gurus I don't want to remove myself from samsara, I would like to enjoy my nirvana in samsara and explore the world with that confidence. I want to be in the flesh. Yeah Enlightenment and THE SIDDHIS! Me gusta!</div>
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It's a lot of work and I pray I met a lama who can realize this goal and will swiftly walk me through the process. But for now I need to secure that job at a certain gov't office. Regular offerings have made it so EASY!</div>
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And um maybe I should post an update on that list I wrote a few weeks ago. Some stuff just need to get drop to make room for goals that are much more reachable. I should add a few more practices to daily thanks, offerings and meditation. Anybody with ideas? I suck at energy condensing btw, I can't make it a visceral feel, just mental and emotional ones.</div>
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PS. Blogger sucks! I can't unsubscribe to some blogs and I always end up tweaking my Google Reader. Sigh. Anyway life's a joy.</div>Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-87977807386341041552012-01-05T23:04:00.001-08:002012-01-06T01:22:36.172-08:00Fresh start for the New Year and stuffI thought to myself some days ago that I should be joining the New Year, New You contest that's been all the rage in the blogosphere... but I don't think I can. I'm too lazy and at times, my energy drops low to the point within 3 minutes that what I will say in my posts are bland and at times lame...lol. But then self-transformation is something I can't pass off from my list of priorities ever since I got serious in magical practice.<br />
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But if I were to talk about self-transformation, I need to talk about myself right? Hmm while I want to share stuff about me, especially important things that happened to me, I feel that I really don't think there is a need. But whenever inspiration rises or something like a problem that has haunted me for long has been solved, then do I feel the need to say somethings about myself. So not yet. I'll ask the deities to kindly send me their aid lol<br />
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But I will repeat the first few lines in my first post and er maybe a bit of info:<br />
"Hi, my name is John. I'm learning magic. I don't care what style of magic so long as it's magic." if someone can tell, well there is a need for me to do magic. I live with tough people, it's called family. I'm in a phase in my life where I seem to can't move into the right direction because I've been living it tough with them. And it influences and hurts me very much. Whenever I think of myself, I sort of spiral into confusion and resentment over decisions I've made in my life without thinking about my self-preservation. While I want to talk about it more I'll probably drop a few lines about my problems and its relation to my magic in future posts. God I need a good vent. lol<br />
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Now with that out of the way I want to talk about stuff I've been up to:<br />
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1.) Initiation into Hermetics -<br />
because people say it's the best book in magic, I didn't believe them, at first... but now I think I reconsider my opinion against it. I was a noob, I still think I am lol I have started doing some of the exercises of Step One. And I hope I can get up to Step 3 where I think I will stop. or Step Four if there is a need. All I'm after from the book is the ability to pore breathe, just enough so that I can feel, circulate, draw and project energy. I can using the Universal Centering Gesture, but I think it sucks if I will depend on a gesture than an ability that most mages can do.<br />
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2.) Landing a Job -<br />
Time to earn me some money so I can share it with the worthy members of the family.<br />
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3.) Meditation -<br />
A wonderful benefit and something that I never pass off everyday. If I don't mediate, my mind gets cluttered with a lot of useless thoughts and emotions. 10 minutes at the very least, 4 hours when I'm really feeling it.<br />
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4.) Offerings -<br />
Using the Gesture of Offering from the Jason Miller's Sorcerer's Secrets I offer some of my life essence(vital force) to my ancestors and the spirits of the area - dead, local deities, guardians and wrathful. I don't think it's a bad idea, and I don't feel weak when I'm doing and it's because I sort of feel more compassionate towards spirits than my fellow human beings lol, but yesterday I felt a whiff of energy from my shoulders swiftly taken away when I did my offering. Nothing bad has happened, but maybe I gave too much. Meh, I think it's still okay.<br />
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I'll try offering a physical support next time, preferably at the cemetery where my aunt's grave is.<br />
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5.) Theories -<br />
I have some musings related to Fra. Inominandum's seven-level model that I want to test with friends both online and in person. I hope I'm right with most of them.<br />
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6.) A partner in magic -<br />
Imma gonna get me a partner in crime. Nope, I'm not going to be in a relationship.* But I have decided to join forces with a friend who I met online the past few months in order to train myself better in the arcana. I suck if I do things alone, it's best if I have someone I can talk to in person.<br />
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7.) Reading -<br />
I read a lot and... I don't want to lapse back into arm-chair magick. Enuff said.<br />
Reading list: Mostly Tibetan buddhism, and geomancy<br />
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8.) Geomancy -<br />
Too lazy to interpret readings and now I sometimes think that the figures as spirits are showing me stuff about the query in sign language form. I don't know sign language but that is the impression I get. And I sometimes get the impression that whenever I spam the query with different readings, the Spiritus Mundi is trolling me or wants to, especially concerning queries about lost items and where to find them. For example: I almost lost a 500 peso bill and I casted a chart using serena's free geomancy reading. The Judge showed Conjunctio, RW: Via, LW: Carcer. The Fourth house showed Cauda Draconis, the First house has Laetitia passing to the 2nd house. But hey I don't see it anywhere. I casted a few more charts after this, and I got the impression that they all meant you'll be fine just go, or it's okay your mother will cover it. Now a little later, as I'm about to leave the house I checked my sling bag again (I searched everywhere by the wa,y even the bag) then I felt it, it was the money... I remembered the first reading, and at that point I thought I was in someone's comic strip. It was a relief because I was taken by anxiety from hours of worrying lol<br />
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*whines: I wish there was a hot girl who is interested in magic like I do. There doesn't seem to be one where I liveJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-73091663866347705192012-01-04T17:15:00.000-08:002012-01-04T17:15:23.372-08:00I'll be backI'll be back!<br />
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I haven't written a post in a long while. I don't know if some people are interested in my blog, though I do notice my stats get regularly updated. Well, I'm too busy trying to get shit settled with my family. And there are too many things happening that clog my mind. Thank God for regular meditation.<br />
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Current priorities:<br />-Initiation Into Hermetics<br />
-Offerings to the Natal Daimon, local spirits, ancestors.<br />
-Defend myself against the dysfunctional members in my family<br />
-Reclaiming some of my dignity<br />
-Land a job<br />
-Add more magical skills to my current repertoire<br />
-Perform the Five Tibetan Rites regularly<br />
-Have a magical partner.<br />
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All these are attainable. I thank the Universe for being so kind and generous to me.<br />
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Important questions asked:<br />
* Is the Supernatural Assistant different from the HGA? - Yes(Genius)<br />
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* Will you help me in all my (ad)ventures? - Yes(Genius)<br />
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* Will you provide me the name of my Supernatural Assistant - Yes(Genius)<br />
- The pendulum was swinging in circles though but it sort of swung Yes to me.<br />
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Gotta think positive!Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-89223041495705167932011-10-23T04:47:00.000-07:002011-10-23T04:47:15.068-07:005th and 6th Conjuration of the Natal Daimon5th - At noon, I performed the rite so-so... my brother was around and taunting me while I performed the rite.<br />
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6th - Done just now, rushed through it but meditated beforehand during bath-time. Visualized Hexagram in the heart and third eye simultaneously. In the contemplation phase of the rite, I felt spaced out and I felt my third being conferred with some sort of force. I felt being zoomed in. I had to break away from the trance, my sister is looking at me suspiciously. It was windy when giving the charge to the daimon.<br />
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Did not use pendulum on both evocations.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-83882306349925115622011-10-22T08:55:00.000-07:002011-10-22T08:55:40.321-07:00Fourth Conjuration of Natal Daimon and Venusian SigilOkay I was suppose to do the fourth one tomorrow, but no, I just had to a few minutes ago. I used a rosary as a pendulum for divination, meh seems to not work as expected. I should make one pretty soon, the beads are too heavy to allow it to swing properly.<br />
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I think I half-assed the rite this time, still rushing through it because I did it in plain sight. After conjuring, I launch the <a href="http://johntherock.blogspot.com/2011/10/this-hour-of-venus-and-day-of-venus.html">Venus sigil</a> I made last Friday. It immediately had a result after I launched on Friday night on Venus hour. I won't be discussing what happened but I felt that I should have had a better result. Until I am satisfied I'll keep on charging this baby.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-56455577144039135692011-10-22T00:46:00.000-07:002011-10-22T00:46:47.718-07:00Third Natal Daimon Conjuration.Done just now! I went at it quickly, I've performed the rite three times, starting with yesterday, and some people are around so I did it discreetly.<br />
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Time for an hour of the Sun, Day of the Sun tomorrow!<br />
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Haw haw haw hawJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0Philippines12.879721 121.7740174.98013 111.666595 20.779312 131.881439tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-42986705105486595452011-10-21T23:42:00.000-07:002011-10-21T23:42:48.876-07:00The Natal Daimon<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Okay I've been discussing with someone on the net about the Genius Daimon and I've been wanting to get it, my SA and some other stuff. And to cut the long story short, the <a href="http://www.beyondchaosmagick.wordpress.com/">good man</a> sent me a modified version of <a href="http://www.rufusopus.com/products_and_services.htm">RO's Genius Daimon Names</a>. We both did the rite quickly, regardless of astrological timing and both confirmed using divination that it worked pretty well than the standard rite from the ebook. It's cool that the modified version consisted of energy work and no tools, yay! This way I can do it anytime and anywhere providing I memorize it. Learned some new stuff while we were discussing too.</div>
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Update: I did the rite again on a Sun hour before sleeping last night. Annd I actually took note of the planetary hour from the first performance, it was Sun hour. Coincidences yaay! Next I received a dream that I don't think (considering the fact I sleep late) was significant, it was something about a person owing me something, in a place that sort of resembled my grandma's neighborhood. I did notice a white theme to the dream, not too white like holy white but there's some white stuff I notice. It's not a wet dream. Meh it's not important I think.</div>Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0Philippines12.879721 121.7740174.98013 111.666595 20.779312 131.881439tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-17484158234443634332011-10-20T22:03:00.000-07:002011-10-22T08:55:20.571-07:00This hour of Venus and Day of Venus<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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This hour of Venus and Day of Venus, I pray you hear my will. Amen.</div>
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HEAV'NLY, illustrious, laughter-loving queen, </div>
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Sea-born, night-loving, of an awful mien; </div>
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Crafty, from whom necessity first came, </div>
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Producing, nightly, all-connecting dame: </div>
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Tis thine the world with harmony to join, </div>
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For all things spring from thee, O pow'r divine. </div>
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The triple Fates are rul'd by thy decree, </div>
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And all productions yield alike to thee: </div>
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Whate'er the heav'ns, encircling all contain, </div>
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Earth fruit-producing, and the stormy main, </div>
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Thy sway confesses, and obeys thy nod, </div>
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Awful attendant of the brumal God: </div>
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Goddess of marriage, charming to the sight, </div>
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Mother of Loves, whom banquetings delight; </div>
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Source of persuasion, secret, fav'ring queen, </div>
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Illustrious born, apparent and unseen: </div>
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Spousal, lupercal, and to men inclin'd, </div>
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Prolific, most-desir'd, life-giving., kind: </div>
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Great sceptre-bearer of the Gods, 'tis thine, </div>
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Mortals in necessary bands to join; </div>
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And ev'ry tribe of savage monsters dire </div>
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In magic chains to bind, thro' mad desire. </div>
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Come, Cyprus-born, and to my pray'r incline, </div>
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Whether exalted in the heav'ns you shine, </div>
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Or pleas'd in Syria's temple to preside, </div>
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Or o'er th' Egyptian plains thy car to guide, </div>
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Fashion'd of gold; and near its sacred flood, </div>
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Fertile and fam'd to fix thy blest abode; </div>
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Or if rejoicing in the azure shores, </div>
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Near where the sea with foaming billows roars, </div>
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The circling choirs of mortals, thy delight, </div>
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Or beauteous nymphs, with eyes cerulean bright, </div>
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Pleas'd by the dusty banks renown'd of old, </div>
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To drive thy rapid, two-yok'd car of gold; </div>
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Or if in Cyprus with thy mother fair, </div>
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Where married females praise thee ev'ry year, </div>
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And beauteous virgins in the chorus join, </div>
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Adonis pure to sing and thee divine; </div>
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Come, all-attractive to my pray'r inclin'd, </div>
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For thee, I call, with holy, reverent mind. </div>
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Time to ask for help from God. Gots me some plenty of praying to doJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-34949235710259660512011-09-25T00:42:00.000-07:002011-09-25T00:44:15.819-07:00I am entitled to magicWell it's been weeks since my last blog post, I am really busy with a project at school and a possible graduation. Heavens forbid I do not graduate as it will make things complicated.<br />
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But in the mean time all the magic that I can ever do is perhaps post sigils on this blog. I know, I will be spamming my blog with all the sigils I ever need. As this is the only form of magic that works when others seem to require a lot of stuff and training, all one needs is a piece of paper and a pen... but in this case, you have all that you need with a computer and the Internet.<br />
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I have much to discuss about myself in the future. Views on life, the direction I will be taking and why I am doing magic... I want to effect change in the world. And myself of course. You can help by reaching a state of gnosis and viewing the following sigil for me :) and many more sigils I will be producing. lol<br />
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Also I still don't get it how other chaos mages can reuse their sigils, seems nifty and supports my laziness rather than creating an SOI over and over again... AND! also as far as I know, posting sigils in the internet makes them magically charged each time someone views them but how come none of my sigils seem to produce the expected result. Since they have become talismans of some sort on a blog don't they get refreshed???Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-86689671682870792302011-08-07T20:07:00.000-07:002011-08-07T20:07:46.957-07:00New sigil post.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZSTGWt7C6ICzGt1QeC31tVK0-nASEiecxHmKVA6FJiFb2NxRvxKUL1cnqaJ5GbQqUZ13MVOKWxZ-g9pnN6Sq4tkk840jInecSZePAsmvKgaTmBvvCdvIra5scU-pfMyzn_iyOjDJ1-iY/s1600/black+magic+2.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="301" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZSTGWt7C6ICzGt1QeC31tVK0-nASEiecxHmKVA6FJiFb2NxRvxKUL1cnqaJ5GbQqUZ13MVOKWxZ-g9pnN6Sq4tkk840jInecSZePAsmvKgaTmBvvCdvIra5scU-pfMyzn_iyOjDJ1-iY/s320/black+magic+2.png" width="320" /></a></div>This time it's a curse and for a good reason.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-13256902301799350272011-07-31T00:19:00.000-07:002011-07-31T00:19:28.606-07:00Geomancy rocksThanks to <a href="http://theunlikelymage.blogspot.com/">TheUnlikelyMage</a>, I'm now in hot pursuit in my geomancy studies. :D It rocks, it's simple, you only need to know the 16 figures as an alphabet, the twelve houses in astrology too and other techniques -- translation, mutation, progression, the four cardines, etc. Awesome, awesome, awesome!!<br />
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I also like the fact that the 16 figures represent 16 elemental spirits, so that means they are much easier to contact. Sublunary spirits. Very neat :)<br />
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Er, wait I haven't had decent sleep in awhile. I should go get my ZzzZzz's... Ciao~Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-7295372294589718542011-07-16T00:49:00.000-07:002011-07-16T00:49:10.530-07:00SickThe hardest part with being sick is not being able to do any magic. I'm too weak to even meditate for a good five minutes. I wish I could pore breathe but... Cough, wheeze, cough, wheeze, cough... asthma attacks like it's New Year's Eve.<br />
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Still I'm happy to be alive.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-30629751088716007732011-07-12T21:30:00.000-07:002011-07-12T21:32:05.027-07:00A geomancy postI did a quick geomancy reading for myself and the girl I like. I warned her about mingling with certain people but she just, doesn't, listen to me!!<br />
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Sigh I already gave her some hints that "they" can be potentially harmful for her... she just really... doesn't listen. /facepalm. Now I worry about our friendship, "<b>are we still friends</b>"? I dunno. I'm still very upset that she takes me for granted most of the time. I'm torn between being there for her, for our friendship, or avoiding her so that I can focus on my occult stuff because she takes me for granted and cares about herself more than me. Sigh... I feel horrible.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7998278805923072007.post-67694455890288771932011-07-04T03:49:00.000-07:002011-07-04T03:49:15.141-07:00What I've been up toMeditation. I meditated for hours, a total of four hours; I didn't go straight four hours though, my back would hurt. It makes me high, and I'm addicted to it. I'm pretty stressed out daily because of a lot of factors - family being one example. If I can't have a least 30 minutes of meditation I think my day is incomplete and I feel verrry shitty.<br />
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On a sidenote: I've tried the universal centering meditation, breathes, and gazes from <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Sorcerers-Secrets-Strategies-Practical-Magick/dp/160163059X/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1233801519&sr=8-1">The Sorcerers' Secrets: Strategies in Practical Magick</a>. I feel a cool humming with my left fist when I'm cupping it against my heart, I'm not sure if I'm doing it right though. Does one apply five pounds of force on the fist or on the chest? If on the chest, it hurts. Otherwise with my fist, I feel centered and relaxed. I also like the gazes in the book, but in my opinion there's too much explanation that it's better to observe one's practice and compare them with the book; one can absolutely expect too much and receive something else. Observe's the word. Gaze and observe. The breathes are great and very freshing!Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15473657042834231710noreply@blogger.com2