Conjuring my Genius

Just had a chit chat with my genius daimon via pendulum, I asked a lot of stuff and forgot some of it. I'm slacking off the rite. I might need to use a scrying mirror after all and practice the Gate of Heka. I feel impatient using the pendulum(read: rosary) to receive answers.


Important questions asked:
* Is the Supernatural Assistant different from the HGA? - Yes(Genius)
 - lool not sure if I fooled myself, since my arm was shakey.
* Will you help me in all my (ad)ventures? - Yes(Genius)
 - Whew this I like.
* Will you provide me the name of my Supernatural Assistant - Yes(Genius)
- The pendulum was swinging in circles though but it sort of swung Yes to me.

Gotta think positive!

5th and 6th Conjuration of the Natal Daimon

5th - At noon, I performed the rite so-so... my brother was around and taunting me while I performed the rite.

6th - Done just now, rushed through it but meditated beforehand during bath-time. Visualized Hexagram in the heart and third eye simultaneously.  In the contemplation phase of the rite, I felt spaced out and I felt my third being conferred with some sort of force. I felt being zoomed in. I had to break away from the trance, my sister is looking at me suspiciously. It was windy when giving the charge to the daimon.

Did not use pendulum on both evocations.

Fourth Conjuration of Natal Daimon and Venusian Sigil

Okay I was suppose to do the fourth one tomorrow, but no, I just had to a few minutes ago. I used a rosary as a pendulum for divination, meh seems to not work as expected. I should make one pretty soon, the beads are too heavy to allow it to swing properly.

I think I half-assed the rite this time, still rushing through it because I did it in plain sight. After conjuring, I launch the Venus sigil I made last Friday. It immediately had a result after I launched on Friday night on Venus hour. I won't be discussing what happened but I felt that I should have had a better result. Until I am satisfied I'll keep on charging this baby.

Third Natal Daimon Conjuration.

Done just now! I went at it quickly, I've performed the rite three times, starting with yesterday, and some people are around so I did it discreetly.

Noticeable effects: during the conjuration part, right about the first time I repeated the conjuration, I feel elated. And it sort of increased after a second and third time. On 40 times repeating my Natal Daimon's name, an even a nicer feeling of elation, what the heck am I stoned? lol I used a different name from my daimon... still basically the same thing though.

Comments:
I didn't use a pendulum to confirm a presence, my brother's behind me. = \
Time for an hour of the Sun, Day of the Sun tomorrow!

Haw haw haw haw

The Natal Daimon

Writing from yesterday at 5:30 something pm: 

Okay I've been discussing with someone on the net about the Genius Daimon and I've been wanting to get it, my SA and some other stuff. And to cut the long story short, the good man sent me a modified version of RO's Genius Daimon Names. We both did the rite quickly, regardless of astrological timing and both confirmed using divination that it worked pretty well than the standard rite from the ebook. It's cool that the modified version consisted of energy work and no tools, yay! This way I can do it anytime and anywhere providing I memorize it. Learned some new stuff while we were discussing too.

And as promised I will perform the rite daily and practice the daily regimen of: offerrings, meditation, divination (either pendulum or geomancy).

Update: I did the rite again on a Sun hour before sleeping last night. Annd I actually took note of the planetary hour from the first performance, it was Sun hour. Coincidences yaay! Next I received a dream that I don't think (considering the fact I sleep late) was significant, it was something about a person owing me something, in a place that sort of resembled my grandma's neighborhood. I did notice a white theme to the dream, not too white like holy white but there's some white stuff I notice. It's not a wet dream. Meh it's not important I think.

Trial conjuration of Natal Daimon.

Out on a whim, I decided to perform an evocation of my natal daimon without a scrying mirror, a fire wand and an incense burner last night. No presence though. Still I felt nice about doing it, and unlike other beginners in the occult I'm not the type to expect a visible manifestation instantly. I liked what I did though; I enjoyed doing the ritual. It felt holy, and well pretty cute imo.

In place of a fire wand, I inscribed the symbols from the wand used in Trithemius's Art of Drawing Spirits Into Crystals in a candle. In place of an incense burner I thought of using a candle to burn frankincense, but bad idea, it melts the frankincense and burns the candle quick, and no smoke of incense too. With a scrying medium, I just decided to skip it.

Next few tries, I'll complete all the tools necessary. I should consider borrowing a soldering gun for wood burning. I need to find wood discs. *Off to scour the city... and the neighbor's backyard.