Conjuring my Genius

Just had a chit chat with my genius daimon via pendulum, I asked a lot of stuff and forgot some of it. I'm slacking off the rite. I might need to use a scrying mirror after all and practice the Gate of Heka. I feel impatient using the pendulum(read: rosary) to receive answers.


Important questions asked:
* Is the Supernatural Assistant different from the HGA? - Yes(Genius)
 - lool not sure if I fooled myself, since my arm was shakey.
* Will you help me in all my (ad)ventures? - Yes(Genius)
 - Whew this I like.
* Will you provide me the name of my Supernatural Assistant - Yes(Genius)
- The pendulum was swinging in circles though but it sort of swung Yes to me.

Gotta think positive!

The Natal Daimon

Writing from yesterday at 5:30 something pm: 

Okay I've been discussing with someone on the net about the Genius Daimon and I've been wanting to get it, my SA and some other stuff. And to cut the long story short, the good man sent me a modified version of RO's Genius Daimon Names. We both did the rite quickly, regardless of astrological timing and both confirmed using divination that it worked pretty well than the standard rite from the ebook. It's cool that the modified version consisted of energy work and no tools, yay! This way I can do it anytime and anywhere providing I memorize it. Learned some new stuff while we were discussing too.

And as promised I will perform the rite daily and practice the daily regimen of: offerrings, meditation, divination (either pendulum or geomancy).

Update: I did the rite again on a Sun hour before sleeping last night. Annd I actually took note of the planetary hour from the first performance, it was Sun hour. Coincidences yaay! Next I received a dream that I don't think (considering the fact I sleep late) was significant, it was something about a person owing me something, in a place that sort of resembled my grandma's neighborhood. I did notice a white theme to the dream, not too white like holy white but there's some white stuff I notice. It's not a wet dream. Meh it's not important I think.

What I've been up to

Meditation. I meditated for hours, a total of four hours; I didn't go straight four hours though, my back would hurt.  It makes me high, and I'm addicted to it. I'm pretty stressed out daily because of a lot of factors - family being one example. If I can't have a least 30 minutes of meditation I think my day is incomplete and I feel verrry shitty.

On a sidenote: I've tried the universal centering meditation, breathes, and gazes from The Sorcerers' Secrets: Strategies in Practical Magick. I feel a cool humming with my left fist when I'm cupping it against my heart, I'm not sure if I'm doing it right though. Does one apply five pounds of force on the fist or on the chest? If on the chest, it hurts. Otherwise with my fist, I feel centered and relaxed. I also like the gazes in the book, but in my opinion there's too much explanation that it's better to observe one's practice and compare them with the book; one can absolutely expect too much and receive something else. Observe's the word. Gaze and observe. The breathes are great and very freshing!

Losing weight.

I just lost three kilos by jogging and lifting 6 lbs. Beer belly gets in the way during meditation. 10 more kilos to strip off. Hopefully I can do the Inner Smile Meditation without lower back discomfort by next week. I banish thee fat and white rice!