Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Closing and Changing

I'm thinking of closing the blog because I don't want to maintain it anymore. But I may start a new one.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Digital Cursing

At the moment, I'm so mad and I feel like throwing all the hurt and frustration at someone who not only disappointments me but is also antagonistic to me. Never mind that I've explained every damn thing about so and so and that I have done so and so because I'm a kind person so and so. Blah blah blah.

Now this is one area of magic that I have not dared to do because I felt like I'm all butterflies and flowers most of the time and I really am generosity to a person, but my patience is running very thin and I'm only human, I need to protect my own interests and I need to assert that I am boss. I need to assert reality as well.

It should be up in a few days. I hope this person gets what is deserved.

P.S. I should be editing my blogger. I will be putting down some stuff that I feel are unnecessary.

Link to: Tech of Choice Kudos to Mr. Jack Faust for this convenience.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Today the Lord hath made me

On this day, the Lord, out of impulse, decided to create me.

HEPABY! :)

Long time no post but I'm here to spread some mischief

ELOTAH TAYEL.

ELUVAM OTENET ALGES TALESE ILES

I haven't posted in a long time. So here's something a sigil for your enjoyment. Hear, hear this is happiness you have here! :)

Stolen from: 
http://beyondchaosmagick.wordpress.com/2013/01/30/dont-worry-be-happy/
http://thehollowones.wordpress.com/2013/01/30/spreading-happiness-in-the-world/

P.S. I'm gonna write something about my life from since the time I went blogging hiatus. But Ciao for nao.

P.S.S. When angels strike, they strike quickly.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Sigh. Getting Laid...

Well, I'm suppose to be happy. I get to work in a government agency. The pay is good, but, I'll lose my social life because work eats up all the time I have and there seems to be no distinction between private life and professional life. If someone calls me up it's because there's an emergency that only I can be counted on to do. Or so she tells me. I'm not sure if I'll be a permanent employee but I feel grateful for the opportunity.

But there's a much heavier sigh I'm letting out. I'm sad that I'm letting go of someone. She's smart, sweet, and sexy and to be honest I was looking forward to moving into a higher level. Nah, no can do for me - she thinks of me as a friend and I'm still a loner, a misfit and I need plenty of confidence upgrades for myself. These 3 months were great, it was nice to know you. Though honestly, before we part ways I wish I could have spent the night at a motel with you.

Well anyway, getting laid. I strongly feel that if ever I won't get laid, I won't forgive myself when I die. Sigh. Okay time to add a new priority for myself. Get laid before the year ends. I'm going for 10s. Time for Mystery, Style and Pook.

Sex!

Thursday, May 3, 2012

It's about time... Chod.

Well it's about time, after scouring the web for ways to practice Chod, I will be receiving my first lung from Vajrayana, and I'm so happy. AT LAST! AT FINALLY LAST!

Wish me luck.

Om~
John